Speculative Literature Foundation’s Working Class Grant


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slf_logoI’ve received an Honorable Mention for the Speculative Literature Foundation‘s 2014-2015 Working Class Grant!

I sent a short story (unpublished) and three poems (“Woman of Wood” in Goblin Fruit, Winter 2012; “the art of domesticity” in Stone Telling, issue 8, 2013; and “Sea Change” in Strange Horizons, October 15th, 2012).

Of my work, one of the jurors wrote: “The poetry is beautifully executed, with wonderful use of language–spare and direct.  The short story pulls you into a new world with consistent internal rules and delightful attention to detail.”

Thank you to the Speculative Literature Foundation for this opportunity, to managing director Malon Edwards and all the jurors for their efforts in coordinating and awarding this grant, and for their generous, kind words regarding my writing.

Big congratulations to Nino Cipri, this year’s winner! Of Cipri’s entry, “The Shape of My Name” in tor.com: “This is a very original story, with an unusual take on time travel as well as gender and transgender issues. Pitch perfect. Very polished and potent.”

And congratulations to my fellow Honorable Mentions Alix Heintzman and Molly Moss! I had the pleasure of meeting Nino at WisCon earlier this year and got to congratulate *in person*, Alix and Molly I must congratulate over the Internets.

Stories and words by these authors (including Malon Edwards!) are out there for you to read and enjoy.

My Story and Essay are Up at The Book Smugglers!


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Book Smugglers FIRSTCONTACT logoI’m thrilled to be a part of the Book Smugglers “First Contact” Issue. My story, “Application for the Delegation of First Contact: Questionnaire, Part B” is available here.

You can download the PDF or scroll through the PDF online. You can read and answer the questions in whatever format you desire or just read the questions and ponder them without responding and applying for the Delegation of First Contact. It’s up to you.

You can also read my essay about the inspirations and influences that led me to write this strange little story in questionnaire format here. I mention Carl Sagan, the Dreamtime, and quote a quatrain of Rumi’s.

The Book Smugglers will publish the full issue, one story per month, on their website. Don’t miss:
“The Merger” by Sunil Patel, available 06/23/15;
“Luminous” by A. E. Ash, available 07/21/15; or
“The Vishakanya’s Choice” by Roshani Chokshi, available 08/25/15!

You can read about these stories and recommended books of First Contact here.

Sharing: A Book Review That Works


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Wow! If ever a book review made me want to go out and purchase a book, it’s this one by The Book Smugglers — Frances Hardinge’s The Lie Tree, from Macmillan Children’s Books, May 7 2015.

The Lie TreeBack in the trophy room the gentleman would be taking the leash off their conversation. Likewise, here in the drawing room, each lady quietly relaxed and became more real, expanding into the space left by the men. Without visibly changing, they unfolded, life flowers or knives.

Yeah, that’s the best three consecutive sentences I’ve read in a while.

And as if that weren’t enough to encourage me to pick this novel up and read read read, there is this in Ana’s review (also beautifully written–who can refrain from reading reviews when they’re this beautifully written?!?):

I wondered if I was looking at it wrong. Because if we look at the realest aspects of story which describe events that really did happen, thoughts that people did believe, it is easy to be struck by how surreal they read. Because in truth, the further removed we are in time, the more history sounds fantastical to us. In a way, everything about The Lie Tree could be seen as fantastical, especially with regards to gender. But then again: no. Better not to reduce what was very real and very painful to flights of fancy.

and this:

The Lie Tree is the story of a young girl – Faith – who is at that moment in time where she is no longer a child but not yet a woman. Faith lives a conflicting life, torn between what she is told about what it means to be a woman and the things that she is not supposed to do, feel and know and the feelings she has, the knowledge she knows and the thoughts she thinks. Constantly at war within herself, Faith strives to be good – but also to be accepted and loved. What she has learned over the years is how to hide, to conceal. In sum, how to become just as invisible as the world expects her to be. But she is ever so angry about it. And watching that anger unleashed was one of the best reading experiences of my life.

These are themes and topics that have shaped my life, that run deep in the currents of my mind. That division, the struggling of various needs (social vs personal vs emotional) that contradict one another and can therefore not peacefully co-exist within one person, which render that person torn and invisible (and a part of me wants to say powerful, for what is anger but energy or power that is tainted and stopped up so that it poisons the one who holds it?).

Rest assured, I will add my two cents worth once I have read this novel. Because I will. How could I not?

Happy reading!

The Book Smugglers “First Contact” ToC Announced!


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It’s been announced!
The Table of Content for The Book Smugglers “First Contact” series!
I am so honored to be among this fine group. Behold:

Application for the Delegation of First Contact: Questionnaire, Part B.
Written by Kathrin KöhlerLogo_Book_Smugglers_2_1500px_JPG-300x500
Available 05/19/15

The Merger
Written by Sunil Patel
Available 06/23/15

Written by A. E. Ash
Available 07/21/15

The Vishakanya’s Choice
Written by Roshani Chokshi
Available 08/25/15

You’ll find tantalizing descriptions of the stories here, (“a first encounter between a woman and a falling star” and “an alternate historical mythological fantasy yarn” and “we have an experimental short story that is actually a questionnaire. (Or is it a questionnaire that is an experimental short story? You decide!)” and more!).

The post includes a list of favorite First Contact stories by the authors. It’s a great list of books which added to my own Must Read list.

The Book Smugglers' BannerHaven’t read the Fall 2014 Subversive Fairy Tales, yet? They’re amazing stories. Treat yourself. Stories can be found here for free on-line (and includes a story by my Odyssey Workshop cohort and friend, Kate Hall–“The Astronomer Who Met the North Wind“), and can be purchased here along with too many beautiful goodies (gorgeous tote bags, I tell you! I mean, I can always use another book bag, can’t you? Oooh, I think this means there will be more gorgeous tote bags and posters soon… Totally a guess, not official, but wouldn’t First Contact pretties go so nicely with Fairy Tale pretties? I get ahead of myself… stories first to open the imagination and play and dream, book bags later to help carry more imagination home from the library and bookstore).

art by Sally Jane Thompson

Astronomer art by Sally Jane Thompson



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The wonderful and keen-eyed Ana and Thea over at The Book Smugglers are the first to buy a story of mine. Bless their prescient and literary hearts ❤
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Back in November I posted some of my writing goals, which included this goal:
“Work on story for the Book Smugglers “First Contact“-themed issue (if you haven’t read their first issue, Subversive Fairy Tales, do it!)”

Well, I did work on two stories for the “First Contact” theme, and the story I decided on I sent to Ana and Thea, and THEY ACCEPTED IT!

More wonderful news: My story, “Application for the Delegation of First Contact: Questionnaire, Part B“, is going to be a real boy, (ahem), I mean, a real questionnaire, which means YOU will not only be able to read it, you will be able to fill it out. That’s right–you get to apply!

A Splendor Seldom Seen - Saturn from Cassini

A Splendor Seldom Seen – Saturn from Cassini

Exciting News Coming Soon!


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Let’s just say you’ll be able to read something of mine at a very awesome site in the near future!

Also, it’s that time of year again!–time to apply to writing workshops. I’m applying Story Standards - What IS Good Enoughto Clarion this year. Odyssey was amazing and wonderful. I learned so much and met great writers many of whom are now my friends and writing partners. I’ve developed my craft and critical eye (read: I can’t just read a book or watch a movie anymore–I’m constantly analyzing and wondering at the poor writing, or awesome writing, as the case may be).

In the mean time, my apologies for having not posted lately. I’ve been writing and revising and general life things. Also, I’ve been thinking about re-working this website and/or starting an official website focusing more on writing and literature/cultural critique rather than the everything I’ve posted about here, in the past (which, granted, includes writing and literature stuff, but a whole lotta other things thrown in there as well).

I’ll report on my exciting news soon! Hurray!

Goals, NaNo, Revisions


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I did it! My first pro-market re-write request re-written and submitted! Just now. *Whew* It feels good. I get to check off a writing goal on my dry-erase board, log another submission at The Submission Grinder, and feel accomplished.

Other goals in this fine (read:cold cold and barren but I’m trying to look on the brighter side of things) month of November:

You know, nothing too big, just ambitious enough to motivate my dragging ass.

My friend and fellow writer and Odyssey ’13 grad, Sofie Bird, is the genius and impetus behind the modified NaNo goal. Only hers is significantly more ambitious–she’s planning on writing ten short stories in November. She’s blogging about it here.

And you know where I’ll blog about my progress.

Fall Poem


Fall Poem

It falls

like a hand over your mouth,
Autumn’s hush of colors.
The false blossoming
of gold into lush orange into faded yellow
into brown
into dirt.
Fate falls upon leaves
with the clinging of first frost followed
with the finality of Winter’s deepest freeze.
The air is choked with their fluttering
and falling,
this burgeoning of hollow fortune.
The crushing as you walk–
the ground littered with the wealth
of fallen things.
naked tree crop

Inspiration is Everywhere


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While gathering seeds to plant next spring (Morning Glory and Nasturtium) I came cropped seedpod alienacross a Wooly Bear caterpillar hiding out under cover of the mass of Nasturtium leaves. And I found this seed pod:

Reminds me of a certain alien opening its mouth to implant unsuspecting hosts (it is a seed pod, after all–that’s what they’re designed to do).

Coupled with the alien graveyard I found earlier this year:

alien husks

and the myriad moments of awe and intrigue I experience every day just observing the world, Nature is simply full of inspiration, stories, wonder, and possibility.

What have you seen recently that inspires you, that made it (in some form or another) into a story or work of art or into your imagination?

Happy Autumn (Northern-Hemisphere-ers)!

That Four-Letter Word: Plot


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Perhaps this is why I’m a poet first and a fiction writer second. Because I think young_boy_ponderingdepth and spirals before I think linear and omg, this three-act structure monstrosity, I struggle with the unnatural thing, I tell you.

So I’m intrigued by discussions of plot that describe it in a way that I can understand (that doesn’t leave me baffled or shuddering). Generate Nerve-Shredding Story Tension—Power of the Secret-Keeper at Kristen Lamb’s Blog did just that.

As Kristen Lamb put it: “Plot merely serves to change characters from a lowly protagonist into a hero…kicking and screaming along the way.

One element that is critical to understand is this:

Everyone has Secrets“.

It’s the tension of misunderstanding, of balancing the keeping of secrets with staying healthy/happy, of keeping your world view in tact (because no one wants to rethink their world view unless they have to–it’s a shock to the system, to “reality” to be forced to notice that what you think is true is just another story you’ve told yourself and it isn’t true).

key_smallIn storytelling this means your characters will “have to reveal their sins, but this will cost them the ‘perfect version of themselves’ they’ve sold the world… (and frankly, themselves)”.

This I can do. This I can write about because it is layered, it is human, and it is what causes so much pain and grief in our daily lives.

This I can do because it is what I try to show in my poetry–that things are not as you believe them to be–they are and they aren’t–they aren’t because they have their own lives, their own stories or no story–they are, because you make it the way you want to see it in your story.

Because there are no observer-less observations.

Because of light’s particle-wave duality. Because of quantum entanglement. Because there IS NO STORY, NO tidy Plot to life. Because patterns exist only when you leave out all other data points, which means there are no patterns.

Because life is beautiful nonetheless, or because of, or despite all this and THAT is something I can write about, and if you want to call that plot then go ahead, but it isn’t and THAT is also what I want to show.

[All quotes from Kristen Lamb’s blog post “Generate Nerve-Shredding Story Tension—Power of the Secret-Keeper“. Read the article and find out what other secrets characters keep that keep us turning pages!]